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Wed May 14, 2008, 4:20 PM
  • Mood: Repulsed
  • Eating: medicine
everything. I'm so pissed at the world right now. So on May 2nd I totaled my car and lost a dear friend to a different wreck. The wreck wasn't my fault and the person that caused it left the scene asap. Today I'm told that the insurance co. is buying my totaled car, which will pay it off and leave me with $500. yay.. money, right? no. That leaves me with hardly anything to buy a new car. So now I can't afford anything. I quit my job a couple weeks ago and now how am I supposed to get a new job without transportation. I have to use insurance money to pay bills..

Now I can't do any photo shoots unless my client gives me a ride. Yeah, that's not going to happen. I wouldn't let it.

I feel like shit.

and fuck deviantart. I hate the damn place. I swear on my life I could add a masterpiece or something as equally as awesome as something larafaire or larajade ..whatever her name is and while her photo is getting 9283472398 favs and comments mine gets nothing b/c I'm not her. I envy you popular deviant fucks.

Today I'm vulgar.

Today I have a migraine.

Today is hell and so is tomorrow.

Sometimes I hate being around to answer phone calls and to pay bills and to look for new jobs and to have a good life. Sometimes I just want to roam wild and be care free. But, how can I be when america is designed to keep you in poverty unless you have old money to back you up. Well, that's too bad. Fuck!

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~AniMal-e May 15, 2008, 2:01:51 AM
It´s really wired that bad things always come with a bunch of other bad things. But we only fall to stand up again. Don´t loose your confidence , on your photos you seem like a funny person with heaps of vitality.
And tell me what do you envy those deviantart celebrities for? They aren´t happy because they have many faves and people ,who tell them how great they are. If they are happy then because they are doing their thing .. of course it´s great to have supporters , but the best way is being confident.
I know everyone says that but its true that life goes on .. and it´s definitely not waiting for you ;P

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You just do what you feel and think you should do. All I do is tell you my point of view.
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*identicalhands May 15, 2008, 2:37:57 AM
well, thanks.. I'm not usually one to go on a rampage and vent EVERYTHING on the internet, but deviantart is away from my usual friends so what the heck? vent to complete strangers. I got the bad news yesterday and shortly after is when I got online and it all made me angry. I'm not jealous of them..nor do I really envy them. I'm happy with my work.. I just get annoyed by everything when I'm angry. I don't even get angry often.. may 2008 is just awful. hahaha

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~xxmoonblissxx May 15, 2008, 3:17:49 AM
I don't know you but that sucks about the wreck....I know how it is not having a job and you have bills to pay and you think you might not make it. I live in a shithole of a town and no f'ing jobs here, and yeah, in good ole inbred arky too.....haha....No, seriously...that was a joke. I hope you find a job and I hope you get a car.
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~AniMal-e May 15, 2008, 4:47:22 AM
I don´t get the party with away from your usual friends ... Uhm ok Now I understand . I somewhere heard that most women let all their anger out no matter where and on whom but they just get rid of it that way.. and I think it´s even a pretty good way to throw all the emotional garbage away immediately ^^ The only better way I could think of would be doing kung fu and martial arts or yoga or something :D
You seem like a really interesting person

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~makeastatueofus May 15, 2008, 7:19:22 AM
your right! some people, just cause they have a million pageviews or whatever, people seem to think everything they do is amazing, even if they uploaded a picture of their foot or something, it would get 679470957887 favs.. whereas people who are just as good, and upload probably better things, but have under 2 million pageviews get nothing! the photos you do are better than most of the deviantart celebrities! :D

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*identicalhands May 15, 2008, 5:37:06 PM
thanks.. I applied at lifetouch and a couple other studios. o.O

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*identicalhands May 15, 2008, 5:41:37 PM
well, I used to throw it away by dancing because I'm a dancer. But, I quit dancing two years ago so now I just write on blogs or journals where I don't know people. And then random strangers (like you) leave me feedback and I feel a little better. hahaha I don't let anger out just anywhere.. I'm usually quiet and reserved, actually. Everyone hears something about women. My boyfriend likes to tell me that a man's brain is much larger than a woman's just to aggravate me. haha

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*identicalhands May 15, 2008, 5:42:49 PM
that made me feel outstanding! no, really! believe it! thanks for the comment. I appreciate it. :)

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Check out my FILM only account!
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~AniMal-e May 16, 2008, 2:35:37 AM
haha your boyfriend seems like a typical man but pretty funny ^^
Why did you quit dancing I bet you were good ;P
Hmm ... so this is your anger throw away and get feedback strategy.

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You just do what you feel and think you should do. All I do is tell you my point of view.
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